where’s the nearest chair
electrical? my nerves
death by torture? my brain
these memories, these inconsistencies
I’m hot, then cold, tired of the young
and the old
way of doing things, this life, these times
death by choice, sexy suicide
everybody’s grasping for the clitoris
thinking they’ve found they key to happiness
but they’re jacking off into her bellybutton
calling the sex incredible, instead it’s terrible
and these children being created
are inevitable police slaughter
untrained rage packed into slot car minds
pedophiles in government try to fill those slots
big dicks, all pricks, truly a waste of space
but while they stuff your daughter
you stuff ballots
they really do get it on both ends
Facebook wars rage into days and weeks
all the while the jobless starve and wonder
is this the land of the free, or the freely stupid
sure, have my job, my career, my livelihood
all I do is wear a mask and stay indoors
spinning on their heads
like prostitutes spinning men outside bars
alleyways full of squandered paychecks
spill it on the ground, town after town
hoping the rain will wash it all away
I have had enough of this fucking bullshit
quacks call Trump their savior
fascists await the coming of communism
we can all hide having snowball fights
only the forts are human bodies
and the snowball is only the morsel of food
politics said we were allowed to have
if black lives matter how come we abort them
if all lives matter
how come the police run unchecked
branches of CIA run by leaders who are MIA
point a finger and you’ve got four more
pointing back
including a shot
ringing through the schoolyard
and a knee on the back of your neck
I can’t breathe
I’m running from the insanity
but I always come back
inner circles? just circle jerks of self sabotage
friends can’t understand why I’m so angry
as every foray onto the internet
or into the workplace
devolves into half hearted, wholly retarded
misconceptions of science and history
should I kill myself and become part of it
hell no, because I won’t be missed
but rather misused
a reason to kill
or a reason to kill the system
both of which
are slavery to the exact same man
